Last weekend provided a good opportunity to sample, in small and large bits, the contradictions of a country said to be under siege from violent crime and social conflict, and the offerings of people bent on defiant creative expression through it all.
The one thing you realise when doing so in T&T is
that those intent on challenging the odds do not comprise a marginal,
monolithic minority. It seems that for as many who have yielded to fear, there
are numerous others interested in claiming earned doses of freedom.
This is, perhaps, the spirit of “Kambule” as expressed
by poet Pearl Eintou Springer – a veritable battle of wills between the mighty
and the small that has found common metaphorical cause among all of us.
We should know that two Carnival days do not by
themselves constitute the most important features of the season. No,
“everybody” does not play mas’.
“Everybody” does not like soca and fete. And, though I cannot understand
why, “everybody” is not into pan.
Maybe it is that the whole of these divided loyalties surpasses
the sum of the variety of discrete, not always harmonious parts. Bits and
pieces that somehow coexistent as in an expanding fragmented yet cohesive universe
– as my astrophysicist niece Zahra would probably put it.
So, my friends and colleagues all know I do not like
Carnival fetes. The music is too loud, and all the soca songs sound the same to
me. Yet, there are sensible people who partake.
I also happen to believe that the share of nonsense
lyrics and unoriginal music at calypso competitions has always vastly outstripped
anything of value – so when they were on competitor number 150, or whatever, at
Skinner Park last Saturday, I was on a folding chair in a panyard in the open
air not listening, though I tried earlier.
Sure, there has been creative genius along the way,
but I am also not keen on most of mas’ and never aspired to be a part of it –
save for teenage Jab Jab in Curepe.
I am aware of existential value, though, and would
never attempt to diminish the importance of such things. As a fledgling
watercolourist I recognise colour and light and movement. The best costume
designers can employ all these conditions to tell valid stories.
These are some personal contradictions of mine. You
probably have yours too. You may, for instance, do not believe that pan is the
greatest thing we do in T&T. That its role in musical expression, social
organisation, and economic potential is the stuff of fanciful myth.
So, on Sunday, for me, it was the Medium Band final in
Tobago, on television.
Some of you probably missed the fact that pan
arrangements have crossed epochal points of excellence at the hands of a new
generation of musicians. That for young Kersh Ramsey from Black Rock, Tobago,
who arranged for repeat winners Katzenjammers, there is no turning back.
That, at one time one of his mentors, Duvone Stewart,
was that “brilliant young man” who was bound for greatness. Preach nonsense
about youth disinterest in pan!
So, that was it for me on Sunday. But, on Saturday, I did
have the chance to do three Carnival things. First stop was to check in on
artist Jackie Hinkson’s Carnival murals in St Ann’s, which was still under
construction.
I recalled at the height of the COVID19 lockdown (I
think it was 2021) a young lady I know parked her car, put on a costume, and
chipped, chipped by herself along Fisher Avenue alongside masqueraders and
various Carnival characters frozen in place by Hinkson. She was not to be
chained!
Then, when I left Fisher Avenue, I heard music at the
Savannah where the Red Cross Kiddies Carnival was wrapping up. No fan of mas’
per se, but a huge supporter of anything positive to do with children, I raced
over to the Savannah with camera in hand.
There is an element of child sufferation at such
events that turns me off, but there was also a sense of pride and joy on the
faces of the children whose parents and guardians had not already whisked back
home.
The only thing left to do when I left there was to
find myself in the idyllic Supernovas panyard in Lopinot. I had by then noted
that everywhere people were not yielding. The defiance of Carnival’s early,
indigenous origins was clearly in evidence. There was a liberation being
pursued. Defiance, and the hope that drives it. Let’s see what the rest of this
brings.